so i love the new apartment..its amazing. i mean its nothing special and its tiny and the neighbors are absolutely crazy but its ours..we did it all by ourselves. although his friends are really gona start getting on our nerves if they keep having to pee. as it turns out when friends are walking in and out of your bedroom all night so they can use the bathroom it kinda starts to suck. especially when you have school at 7 the next morning. but hey…not everything can be perfect.

we have the perfect couch in there and the lizards fit perfectly right next to the balcony door….so i guess the not perfect friends cancel out for the perfection of everything else that is amazing. and the best part is we are so absolutely broke its crazy. we have no money for anything and it sucks but i am so content..i am so happy with the life i have and i am happy with the man i love. i dont mind not having any money, or having to scrounge for change to buy a pack of cigarettes. cuz i am happy for one of the very first times in my whole life.