we finally got our apartment!!!

we move in on the 14th and im so stoked. its crazy what growing up will do to you and the changes it makes you face. i mean i moved out of my dads house and into sunshines and its insane how much more comfortable i am in his house than mine. im going to school..i have a job and im looking for another one..i pay bills.

in simple words “im a big kid now!”

to be honest i wouldnt want to live with anyone else either..we argue and i guess i have to work on how to argue the right way..but i had no idea there was a right way to argue..who knew? i dont even like arguing and he wants me to learn how to do it the right way..oh no no no.i think i will just stay away from the whole scene thank you very much.

but ive grown on him..he looks at me more loving than he used to..he talks to me sweeter than he used to..he holds me tighter than he used to and behind closed doors he is…the only person in the world in my eyes.

its all worth it..i was so scared to grow up but now that i know i have someone to watch me incase i fall every step of the way i am not scared at all anymore..infact i am so excited its crazy.